Post op woman, and loving life

I am an older, mature, discreet, closeted married crossdresser. My stats are 5'7" height, about 160 lbs. My measurements are about 40b-32-36. I started dressing very late, I was 39, when an older man in a chat room asked if I would for him.. I enjoy this part of me but don't get to express it much unless alone or traveling on the road. I have been with men, couples and one tg. I am looking for friends, for fun chat, fun times, both erotic and platonic, both with benefits and without.

Fun loving, slim, somewhat attractive, pre-op gurl. Trying to become totally full time. There is something about black men that I can't seem to resist. I would love to have 2 or perhaps 3 black men as best friends and it doesn't have to be sexual. Update Feb 22, 2006 - Thank you for all the kind words. I guess I am my own worse judge and even though I've been dressing for years now, I still get nervous as I go out in public.

Have felt female for as a long as I can remember.